i see some bleak days ahead..expecting about 9 on-calls in april.
sigh
havent been feeling so good the past week.
the moments of joy were fleeting.
the anxiety of what to come resides deep in my heart
in btw all that
i feel relieved to have a few hours of really good sleep.
i need to drink
in fact i think i need to binge drink
and probably get drunk
cant remember how it feels to be happily silly
LoveOverrated 