Category Archives: Being the dr.

work, work, and work

I love you too


These words, uttered at the most unexpected moment caught me by surprise

And it was a very sweet surprise indeed.


i like my body when it is with your..


My mind refuses to rest tonight , and here i am digging back into my archives to find this, my favourite poem from E.E. Cummings.

this poem reminds me of you. every single inch of you that I’m missing.

the bed seems really empty tonight without you.


How I crave

Sitting here in Starbucks in my feeble attempt to study (feeble because…see, I’m not studying but blogging instead) I realised that I crave for solitude more than I thought, and I enjoy it better than I would expect. It allows my mind to wonder on its free rein, without the limits and boundaries of the everyday mundane and the sense of responsibility towards the people surrounding me.

I’m reading about stuffs that I’ve learnt during the earlier days, it seems vaguely familiar yet I still need to read it..and I’m feeling like I have such an ageing brain. Finally opened my big’s supposed to be an incentive 😉 and brought my Seville tumbler out today. Miss my Lisbon tumbler which has fallen into the hands of the wrong person (mrF)

Oh and the playlist here is nothing short of amazing, it’s a good mix of Christmas holiday songs and some soulful jazzy sounds..

Back to the books now.


Mozzie talk

Had the best oncall last night…of my entire medical career. Was oncall in the operation theatre and I had only 3 cases, which wrapped up by 11ish pm 😉 then it was rest time all the way…

I’m right now at HTAR klang to attend a talk about Dengue fever, I think the state ministry is freaking out because Selangor state has the highest amount of cases reported 😦 I’m gonna get ready to be bored. Postcall and I just wanna go out and play >.< thank goodness mr awesome dropped me here and we are hitting the gym after this 😉 😉



time for a new header! hmmm need some inspiration tho. Suggestions?

nothing like a fall for reminder

who knew that a little accidental fall could be such a humbling experience?i just tripped on my pajama pants (yes, people like me still wear these things these days) on the way to the bathroom. so now i’ll be walking around with a bruise on my left knee. no more shorts and dresses if i care, but i’ll see what i can do with some concealer if I’m really in the mood to wear less. i guess a bruised knee is much easier to handle than bruised ego *clears throat*

good night, I’m gonna lie down and think of what below knee clothing options i have :E

Please remember

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
-Maulana Jelaluddin Rumi

Serenity prayer


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; Courage to change the things that I can; and Wisdom to know the difference ‘

Reinhold Niebuhr

Comfort food


My comfort food, because I’m sick. Now even the aches has taken a physical twist. So I’m a lazy sick person, because I bought porridge from my favourite cholesterol outlet, McDs and I modified it by adding an egg. And I’m drinking this horrible tasting black colored herbal tea which claims to take away the ‘heatiness’ and thus prevent sore throat. Gonna try to fall asleep after this, it’s gonna be a long day tomorrow because I’m on duty as the periphery mo=APS+any random shit that doesn’t fall into other categories.

MrF is coming tomorrow and has planned to cook dinner for me.. If he’s not too exhausted from the drive here, we will see.

I could put you to sleep ;)

Sometimes working with the right people makes all the difference. it makes the time whizz by,  and before we know it, it’s time for the next case. and then the next. and then it’s time to go home.. so most of the time this is how my days are. i’m lucky that i get to do the things that i like, that i’m passionate about –  putting people to sleep. i do that on a daily basis in a controlled environment. i think of the cocktails of drugs to give, in various dosages for different patients with different needs.  i don’t say much to my patients, and the last thing they hear from me is always.. ‘i’m gonna put u to sleep.. ‘ so the other day when i was rostered at the anesthesia clinic (where we do pre operative assessment of the patient)  it was an eye opener and not to mention jaw dropper because i had to speak so much, i think i’ve never had to speak this much in the entire few months that i started working in this department -__-

i’m waiting for mrF to skype now,  getting kinda tired of the long distance 😦