it could be because the sky was gloomy today, so grey i couldnt find it in me to not to think of it. i think of what one year of separation would to to me and pinky. how my life back home would be…with an ocean separating us.
AND there's that (alot) of stuffs i'll have to somehow bring home with me. Im a hoarder, obsessively and compulsively so there is some sort of sentimental value in practically everything i own -_____- which is fine and dandy if i do not have to relocate 6 years of
my life my errrr many essential items for survival.
still at a loss of idea for dinner tonight. i would like to eat something..just that i dont know what. im hope that craving would steer me somewhere more specific than just 'something'
time to order the MAC Fafi.omg how can i forget about it,it's launched today 😦 luckily jing reminded me.
ps : sometimes i should really keep my mouth shut.but i cant esp when i feel that we are being picked on just because we are foreigners. *sigh* the story is the other day at the market Vv was looking at jeans but the shop owner wasnt there so she went in to look at the jeans closer and there's this lady for a stall nearby who came and stood there looking smug and sacarstic and ready to scold Vv. when the shopowner came back the busybody lady 'reported' to her about Vv going into the stall by herself without asking for permission and then she started chuckling and the other ppl around also joined in and looked at 3 of us like we are idiots for not knowing how to ask permission before entering. OMFG. i was so pissed that she-one busybody who isn't even the stall owner dared to speak to us like that, i went back to her and i gave her a piece of my (very angry) mind. i cant remember for fucks what i said in my horribly broken russian but i was livid with anger and she totally got my drift. take it u old bitch.
what's worse, the said lady i scolded was old (probably in her 60s) and i hated the fact that i had to raise my voice at an elderly. but i really couldnt do nothing and allow Vv to be treated that way it is rude of me to speak to an elderly lady that way but she picked on us and she was racist and i cant take that.
spewing all that out makes me feel so much better.hah!
pps : fried chicken fillet for dinner *yums*