Monthly Archives: September 2009

Ivy vs. the cigg

and Ivy lost.

your smoke better be damn well worth the disappointment I'm feeling now.

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dear you & you

7 months later, and im still missing this

i miss your company more than i've let you know

<3 

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an update u dont really need

i have been trying to hard to stay afloat i kinda forgot how to breathe.i dont know how to relax anymore. and i have stopped bothering about it. the shoulder stiffness is something i live with, my indigestion is a condition im used to,and i have even stopped being vain.

i spend whatever free time i have fretting, being with falah, fighting with falah or shopping with my parents. i dont remember how i used to hangout with my best friends… and i think they have gotten used to not having me around.

tomorrow's gonna be another day at work.. 8 more days till im done with this team.

i cant wait.

 

i always need a hand to hold, im thankful i found it. i found the hand that holds mine and gives me comfort, the hug that makes me feel safe and forget everything for a moment, and the kiss that leaves me breathless.

i promise to try to be happy.

i've just realise that happiness, just like anything else needs to be worked for.

 

wanted to put a pic up but as i couldnt find an appropriate one.

we should really take more pics sayang.

 

 

 

 

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oncall tonight

I'm doing first call today = admissions+OT. I hope there aren't any big cases tonight.I'm feeling tired. I don't remember a day in the past few weeks where I didn't feel tired.

I look like shit now 😦

day 15 of being in this team. another 15 days to go and I can't wait to finish. at least we are half way thru.

gonna rest a bit now, before the phone starts ringing.

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just let me go

I can't take this anymore.I'm tired all the time and when I fall asleep I dream of the hospital,of my patients,of the ward.it's haunting me.work is haunting me.

I feel like running away.

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I almost forgot to breathe

I need a break. I really really need a break.I don't know how long more I can continue working 7 days a week

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