i scrolled back to read my recent entries (oh i know,who the hell does that-) and i realised that im losing myself, consumed by my WORK 😦
it's all been whining, semi depressing entries, more whining.. and some random drunken entries.
i dont know how i've been feeling these days. my feelings of joy are relative.. no longer the pure unadulterated versions i so used to enjoy. i feel old, im paranoid that im starting to look older..
im confused and undecided.
i bought alot of things recently, mostly i dont need..all superflous but i guess retail therapy helps. maybe for a few short hours after acquiring it, and again for the few mins when i use them
im kinda losing my knack for googling. wanted to find some quotes but i couldnt.
im gonna read my favourite poem from ee.cummings again..
and hopefully fall asleep with a smile on my face.
im on call tomorrow … geez.
ps : is *this* love?
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